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yay!!my real first post for my blog..im new here..^^ my purpose of creating this blog is to put all my unforgettable memories into this blog as from today..cause i just realise that having photos taken n keeping all the memories in your head is not enough..you would eventually forget those great memories one day(not all of course)..cause new n happy memories would replace the old one..i've tons of things to say but i don't know where to start..sigh!my O lvl is coming..sadly to say im retaking it n i really do hope that nothing goes wrong this time round..pretty saddening after i gotten my o lvl result on the 24th Jan..the date that i ll nvr forget for life,it's on the thursday..i was full of confidence that my result would be eligible for poly at first..just the matter of what course im gonna take..my dream poly was Ngee Ann Poly cause my dad graduates there n my cousin is currently studying in that sch..so it would be a real dream come true if i could go in NP as my target is set..i would go NS straight after getting my diploma cert n perhaps further my study in SIM..i also plan abt marriage that i WANTS to get married by the age of 27..hahaha i seems ambitious huh?now i realise that it's all ridiculous n just being unrealistic..anw back to topic..i rmb that morning my sis msged me wishing me all the best in my result..when i was waiting for bus,she called me n told me that she knew my result..she said i gotten 28pts for my L1R4..i was pretty shocked..shocked over two matters..first is how could my sis know my result befre me?n sec was how come i did so badly?i was quite relieved that i could at least be elgible for RP..cause i rmb last year our class went for poly talk at RP..they said that even getting 31pts for your L1R4,RP would still accept you..on second hand,i thought maybe my sis could have count wrongly for my L1R4..it was at that part of time im beginning to feel nervous n worried cause i took exactly 5 subjects including my eng..my plans and dreams are gonna be shattered if i get this kind of result..i rmb that i went sch 1hr earlier to meet chris n james..the purpose is to cool ourself down n not get so nervous..coz everytime we meet,we'd chat n our topics are endless..soon it is time to go Hall n retrieve our results..when the principal showed the statistic of how well the sec 5N did in term of how many passes n are eligible for poly,how many passes in eng,it was then my heart sank real down to the floor..i still put hopes that i might be the one who pass eng n be eligible for poly..ahhh,its at this part of time when we're really suppose to retrieve our result,i so ganchiong that "THIS IS REALLY THE FIRST TIME I GET SO GANCHIONG IN MY LIFE",you know that kind of feeling?it's undescribable..when my result is revealed n checking all the details regarding the requirement to enter poly,then i realise that the requirement has changed specially for this year..you must at least get 26pts for your L1R4 to get into any poly..at that part of time,i thought why so suay?why must change the scheme this year?why not next year?why i did so badly?why i dont work double hard last year so that my result could have been much better than this?all the 'why' question just pop up in my mind..it's seriously at that part of time,i went real speechless..SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO SAY AT ALL!!moodless for anything..just feel like going home n cry it out loud in my room..nvr been this sad before..some more have to pay chris 10 bucks..cause we made a bet regarding our pts that we could achieve n placed a bet of 10 bucks..sigh!went airport along with Chris,James n Nazri..Chris n Nazri cheered both me n James up cause the both of our result is abt the same..ate there though i dont really have appetite,had no choice but to seriously swallow the food.went home afterwards with james..i was so restless that i slept halfway thru the journey..as days passed,my friends are happily choosing their courses,me n some of my unfortunate friends like Jong Foo,James,Chun Kiat n Badrun went to almost all the polys to appeal in the DAE..the worst thing is at first Me n Jong(he's rather less fortunate..as he did pretty well in his overall subjects except he gotten an E8 for this eng!) planned to go ITE together n retake o lvl at the same time..but didnt know that days later,he recieved a letter that he's accepted in NYP..i feel happy for him,but then i have to face everything alone..going into ITE alone is a nightmare to me..coz i had nvr thought of going there..sigh!!!it's all over..after 1month plus then i just begin to look forward in life..my ITE was quite okay..im able to socialise with the friends around me..soooo i just finished my ITE first semester exam n im focusing in my o lvl..sigh!!if i could have went in NP,i would have met this girl n by right now i would be with her le..but then this particular guy is now with her..feeling sad for her at times that she had given him repeated chances to amend his mistake of flirting with girl but then this guy just dont treasure the chance..wahlao!!so im gonna work hard n go NP to snatch her away from that guy..^^ anw i just had a chat with my dad just now..i told him that i want to be as sucessful as him in life..sadly to say that he told me i dont have the 'business brain' as he watch me grow n know me well..so he's just stating the fact n i gotta accept it..although it's sad to hear this kind of comment from the elderly..he said i just have to work hard n achieve the highest qualification n it would be easier for me to have a sucessful career..so gotta seek his advise..cause im beginning to realise that money can buy almost everything in this world..WAH!!!blog till i forgotten see the time..it's already 1:50AM n i have tuition tmr morning at 8:30..SIAO liao,how am i going to wake up??(@_@) YAY! it's 57 mins into the match btw Arsenal n Hull..Arsenal is leading 1-0 after breaking thru Hull's tight defence..GOGO ARSENAL!! btw,im going my grandma hse to stay tmr..coz i find that i can study n focus well n there's no comp to use unlike at home..SEE!!i still have time to bog so much when o lvl is around the corner..okay le,gotta seriously end here or else it would be endless..hahahahaha!! nites my blog!!^^
ps: ******,i miss you lots n im thinking of you every night..how i wish that you could be just right beside me now..=(

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